argh!! can u believe it. 8 hours of D&T practical today??! damn. my hands were like working non-stop. can't afford to slack otherwise Mr Z will be like "Wah. Banyak betul masa."...haha. the sarcastic him. forever

got my artefact going. almost done. jus a lil bit more. hopefully can finish by end of next week. life would be easier then. dont have to come for D&T liao. hahas...
after lunchtime, with ourselves full, we were too lethargic to get back to work. "charlie's angels" was simply too bored. so me n noori started playing with things around. whatever color acrylic was leftover, we started drawing letters n soon we were cutting em' out with scroll saw, the product -- a keychain of our name! hahaKs..alah, the one u see at bazaar where indon men cut ur fanciful name out n sell it at $5. haha..its just the same. just that ours wasnt as nice n proficent as thiers. hahaha. had fun though.
well, that was what the girls did. boys was like.......over the limit. they took wood, switched on the disc n belt machine n started shaping. one made a sharp pencil out of a thin piece of wooden rod, i suppose. the other got a wooden plank n started making the ends oval. "safety precaution" they said. holy crap!!

well, we should count ourselves as lucky. lucky enough we were released earlier than expected. the art students had to stay till solid 5 pm! haha. =D






~be thankful~

pheww! tired it is today. had SP attachment experience. LAME. thats all i can say. all the way, the were boasting how good SP is. my gawd. for goodness's sake. stop it la. sikit2, "Of course this is the one n only Singapoe Poly." time n again, that phrase is repeated. eargh. blueks.

went there to have a feel how poly life was like. but i was disappointed. we didnt get to do hands on stuffs. all we had was tour n thats it. lame right? argh. waste time only. i wont trust SP anymore.

after that, went to granny's hse. its like only a station away. so decided to drop by. other than today, i dont think i'll have time to visit granny n cuzzies coz most prob i'll be stuck up at home. revising. yeah.

glad that i stayed there. long time never play soccer with cuzzie. lucky got fren to play against. haha..of course with me ard, our team will defintely win. hahaCks...overall, had fun with em'. haizz..pray that i'll live long enough to enjoy the next game with them too. =(

n yah! before i end, bro got himself a new bike!!!!! argh. i want one too. i'm dying for one. Grrr...
just too bad for him. hahaCks..coz i dont think his bike will last long with sisters like me around. lagau la jawabnya. HAHAHAHAHA!!! **evil grin**





~spend ur time wisely. especially with ur loved ones~

well i actually dont feel like updating today.just dont feel like it. no mood lahz...but nvm la. just to commemorate the day i sat for my 1st 'O' level paper, update a bit bah...

frankly speaking, i'm not happy with the paper i sat today. =(( i didnt started off well.

1st thing in the morning, i was late. stupid jam infront of my house la. loads n loads of SAS buses coming in making no way for SBS buses to come. haiZz..

2nd, i forgot to bring my kamus. i was so kan cheong la. my heart was never at ease. i was worrying non-stop. worry for nothing. haiZz..

3rd, when everyone was seated waiting for the invigilator to say "OK. U may start ur paper now", i forgot to bring along my confirmtion slip. went out to get. baru nk masok dier suroh put ur IC on the top left hand corner of ur table. again, its in my bag. rush out again n took it. i havent even sit the invigilator started the paper. i was like " Darn u!!". ran all the way to my sit. Diq was like laughing at me. stupid him la!

of course at that particular point of time, after all those running n worrying, i was unable to start readily as my emotions were still unstable. but stubborn me, i didnt let myself cool down first n started the paper right away.i guess that resulted in me producing a bad bad letter writing. BUT i managed to get hold of my karangan n i bet thats where i'm gonna score. hahaKz...had fun writing though. =D

ended paper 1132/01 at 1035hrs.15 mins break n we were ready to start paper 1132/02 at 1102 hrs. it was kinda easy for me. had a few doubts here n there though. but its ok. my doubts will always run out to be the right one. hahaCks...but i really really really feel the pemahaman part was UNFAIR!! lain yg kita blaja, lain yg dier keluar. haiZz...hampa beta.

tapi, semuanya telah berlalu. tiada apa yg harus di risaukan. kamu telah buat sedaya yg kamu mampu. yang lain, terserahlah padaNya. tawakkal sahaja. moga-moga aku berjaya ;)

stressed??


argh. its barely another 17 hours to my malay 'O' Level Paper!!! arrgghhh!!! i dunno what to study sia. been going thru all the peribahasa, factual compos, diff types of letter writing n stuffs. but somehow, i feel something is amiss. but what??!!! ergh. my hearts been thumping like mad. every sec worrying like a mad dog. something's still inadeqaute. but i dont know what! Oh God. Pls..help me get out of this.

wonder how the rest are doing. its really really scary. i still cant accept the fact that i got a B3. it just doesnt makes sense. argh. why didnt i maintain an A2. something's terribly wrong with me. did i slack? NO. i dont think so. even if i did, i guess its too late for me to buck up now. but seriously, i didnt think o slacked. i mean, how could i?? intensives lesson has been going on thru out the week. there was no way i slacked!

i'm worried i dont know what to write for tomorrow's compo. i'm worried, i'm worried, i'm worried. argh. why am i like this??? all this while malay language was a breeze. but why now do i feel as if its the riskiest subject. ARGGH! aku buntu!!

hey! if last Tuesday night it was me who received an award for being an outstanding student, then last Thursday night it was Dad's turn to receive an award! well not really an award. its more to promotion. SI Sapuan sey....hahaha. Got promoted upon his completion in his studies over @ TP after 3 years. ahaCks. Good2. now i can say smthg. lolx...

its nerve wrecking now. i dont know why. suddenlyi felt scared. i really dont know why i'm feeling scared for my Malay this Monday.i've never felt scared before. NO, no. its not scared. i'm worried till death. i'm worried i'll go blank. i'm scared of the qns coming out. tk pernah2 aku rasa gini. mungkin lepas aku receive aku nye mid yr results ni tak yg aku rasa yg aku ni tk sebagus yg aku fikirkn. Mungkin...

tried to study for my madrasah exam tomorrow but i just cant help thinking for my Malay O's. why?? why is this happening to me?? why now?? why at this point, at this stage??? i really dont understand. i need a break! seriuosly. but then again i cant help to stop thinking n worrying bout my malay. why? argh!!!

i dont know. i'm trying hard to remember the way i wrote my compos. each time i read my compo, i just felt as if it wasnt me who wrote that. it seems so good. to good to call it my written work.

i guess the B3 grade i got for my mid year hit me hard. its really too hard a fact for me to swallow. never in my life i received such a grade. before this, the lowest i went was A2. thats why its hard for me to accept. it just shows the readiness in me.

but then again, cg said he's confident in me getting an A1. how true is that, i really dont know. it has yet to be proven. he said the mid year paper he set, was purposely setted to be 3 lvl higher than O level standard. woah! but it just doesnt makes sense. even after he sets it 3 level higher, how come Dian can get still maintain A2 n i drop to B3. walhal, all these while, whatever grades dian gets, i get it same too. good for dian that she maintains it. but the AGAIN, it just doesnt makes sense u see. something is terribly wrong with me. but what???!!







argh. lets forget it for now. at least. hope the family dinner later will help me ease out a bit. dinner where? i dont know. hopefully somewhere cooling n peaceful.

awardees. boys. mercy pls..

well..the award ceremony i attended last tue night was ermm.... well, simple. nothing special. food was nothing. drink was..bleargh. waterchestnut? eww...so damn sweet. yucks. ended up dad drinking it. couldn't help it. can't stand the color.
the waiting was annoying. can u believe it? we were asked to arrive at 6.30 but the official ceremony will begin upon the arrival of the guest-of-honour at 8. thats one and a half hour wait!! eargh. but managed to overcome it. didnt know that by just chatting n exchanging funny2 stories, an hour and a half flew like 30 mins only. hahas...had fun laughing at huda's n fahmi's stories.didn't knw all 3 of us had the "same" kind of mother. haha..

wednesday. cabut intensive malay lesson to go for medical treatment. hahaZ..my mates cannot tahan liaoz.. TOO MUCH malay is killing!! i'm getting sick n tired of it actually. i scared later when the time comes, i'll be too exhausted. thats the worst! eargh.
yesterday, when i went to fetch my lil bro, i had the shock of my life. i can't belive his bag was torn apart!! from bottom till half way top. my gosh! did he got himself into a fight or what? i don't think so. small kid like him must have been bullied. argh. stupid fren of his la!

today was so so so tiring. i dont know why. so exhausted. DnT lesson was dead. no one talked. not even speak. mr z has to do all the talking. realising the class was not its noisy n responsive self, he asked; "am i speaking greek?" hahas...
after curriculum hrs at 3, still have to sit thru 2 hrs of malay. argh. thats why i said i'm sick n tired of malay. everyday, its at least 3 hrs of malay. can't cope. i'm falling apart liao. help!
gotta pull thru gotta pull thru. another whole day of malay tmr n one last lap of 'O' Lvl malay. n i cleared it all. yay!! come on, c'mon. i can do it!!

i can just fall dead upon seeing my time table for this june hols. its like practically working office hours lor!...8am-5pm u noe..practically EVERYDAY. out of the 4 weeks of holiday, i am only freed on the 3rd week. argh! isnt that pathetic?? even Bkt Pjg Govt High is spared from lessons. they are only held back for a week!

argh. can't live be more lenient. have some mercy!! pls..

okok. i'll go rest for now. wonder who's the next american idol. me going for taylor. hehe. u??


4 more days to MT"O" Level

school. intensive malay. compete. NPCC??

just got back from another hectic day at sch. some last min changes were made to our time table. but managed to fit in.

darn. u know what happened to my artefact?? argh. i can't believe i'm doing it all over again. the feet to my frog broke n i cant find that missing part. damn! now i have to spend another 1hr15mins just to cut out that frog shape from an acrylic. arggh!

after sch, had intensive malay lesson. gosh. the class was so gawd damn noisy! i just felt like shouting at those didots who dont undestand the meaning of having a class n not a discussion corner or something. eargh!

could feel that sense of competing among my mates. i dont know why. but i feel its kind of stupid. really. i mean, come on la. work for yourself n not for others. my believe is the real competitior is yourself. u only need to compete with the one n only u. compete to defeat the old u n be a better u the next time round. get it?? but there's nothing i can say for my friends out there. if u feel that u need to win ur own friend in order to be better or just to get fame, so be it. BUT i really find it sucky to be bearing grudges with ur own friend!! stupid act.

n one more stupid act. that stupid NPCC unit is really driving me to the limits. all this while i've been giving in to them n following their orders. but this time round, i'm not going to.
how could u ask us to come down for training tomorrow when we have ALREADY passed out. isnt that ridiculous. one week after i passed out, only then u ask me to come down n get all my badges? so what if i get my badges then? i dont get to wear it anymore what! even if i get the Best Unit Cadet award, so what? it wont mean a single thing since i already pass out. passing out means u r relieved from ALL NPCC activities. in fact, u r NO longer an NPCC cadet. stupid fool!! this is my 1st n last time i'm rebelling towards 'my' NPCC unit by boycotting this event. plus, my mates have decided to be on my side n not to come down too! ahahahahaKs..lolx. hah! take that! serve u right man!

alright alright. i am supposed to get dressed for a ceremony later in the evening. will be receiving my OARS award at a function held at AMK GRC. so yah. better get going. byes..

~~weee!..~~


6 more days to MT "O" Level

an end to another chapter in my life.

passed out liao. yesterday, 19th May 2006. wasn't really pleased with it though. the other day i was so god damn happy i was goin to pass out. looking forward to the combined performance. but all turned in vain. begitu hampa beta. apa lah nasib terima layanan sebegini??

the teacher officers didn't even turn up for the parade. its as if we were nothing to them. our effort. our sweat. our 4 years were all rubbish to them. how could they do such a thing??! i was really totally so god damn disappointed. from now on, i won't admit that i was once a cadet from Woodlands Secondary School! in fact, nothing was planned for us! all this while, i help to perform during my Seniors' P.O.P. but y did mine turn out this way? why?????

i guess things took a turn after the change in the OC of the unit. That was clearly shown. Our OUPA dropped from silver to bronze. things can be seen getting out of hand. all i can is: all the best to u LOSERS man. god bless u. i won't be surprised if we get nothing at all-not even bronze- for our next OUPA. there's no more glory for us. our future has began to fade away under those new hands. Oh no. Not 'ours'. YOURS.

but i managed to compose myself by getting lots n lots of photos taken. i was trying to overcome that feeling of being cheated. but sad to say, i still can't overcome it up till this moment. so so so disappointed.

WDL NPCC Unit

Graduating Cadets [2003-2006]
(as ready n resilient as can be!)










NCOs '05-'06
(presenting to u : Our Chairman '05/06)










Graduating NCOs n Sec 2s
(They were angry i threw that brown thingy. lolx)










Rennis(BB), Huda(NPCC), Abu(NCC),Fahmi(Band), Nadiah(NPCC)
i won't forget these ppl. we all came from SCB n were all leaders of respective CCAs










the 4 commanders for Speech Day 2006
Razali(Parade 2ic), Nadiah(GOH Commander), Huda (RSM), Shun Li(PC)

~~SSGT Nurul Nadiah Sapuan died as of today.~~

-another chapter has ended-

9 more days to MT "O" level

P.O.P , exams , lessons

ehh...lets start off with the good news first. ahaKz.. i can't wait, i can't wait. i just simply can't wait!! hahaha..u know what???

i'll be stepping down from NPCC tomorrow!!!!!!! yippeee...yey! ahaCks...so happy sia. well, its not that i don't like NP. but its just that i feel soo happy to be relieved soon. so so so happy. practically, i'm ecstatic la. been waiting for this day man!

just one more thing for me to accomplish before i sign off as a cadet. to get that Best Female Cadet Unit award. ahahaKs.. yea man. been eyeing that thing. haha. niwaes, i dun haf confident to grab that title le.. just feel that huda's gonna get it. chairman ma... ;( haiZz. **[prays hard nadiah'll get it** Ya Allah ya Tuhanku, kau murahkan la rezekiku.

whatever my luck will be tmr, i'm just gonna spent the time i have left with my unit happily. gonna take loads n tons of pics. haha i'm gonna miss 'em man! especially my squadmates whom i've spent my entire 4 years with! gonna miss the time we went bonkers. gonna miss the times we showed attitude towards our CI. still remember the "team spirit" we had. promotion time, we cheat for campcraft. hahahaha...one fail, all fail. wakakaka..

exam-wise just now..hmm, english was quite a breeze BUT, i dun wanna pass. cos i wanna go down to band 2. being in the best band ie band 1 isnt so great afterall. the teaching doesnt fit me. i cannot tahan in band 1 la. better off in band 2 where we are guided. ws are provided unlike in band 1 its more to imagining stuffs. argh!
must say malay paper 2 was quite hard. crazy ah to say malay hard?? haha. but really it was. the compre part ah. dunno le. maybe sitting for exams in the afternoon affected me la. stupid sch!! ur new system sucks ok! even some teachers pity us. morning come to sch n have to go thru normal lessons. afternoon, after all those studying n nagging we got, feeling tired n so on, we have to sit for exams. how evil! dun even haf time to rest what more to have lunch. argh..but nevrmind..its all over now. next exam will be after june hols ie in july. all that will be in the morning. *pheww!*

poor siti. 25 marks flew just like that! she was crying out loud for doing the wrong summary. supposed to do summary for passage A but she did summary on passage B. how wasted!! pity her sia...she was crying non-stop. argh. i hate to be facing with such things. i can't really do anything for her. but whats worst is that i dont know how to comfort ppl. what more comforting a best friend. i'm not good in all these stuffs la. so sorry bah..

k la k la. enuff liao. getting my blue unifrom ready for tmr. its gonna be my last time ironing my u, polishing my boots n putting the badges on ahaKz..

oh ya! tmr all lessons cancelled to make way for MT. yippeee! MT O lvl exam drawing near. 8-12.30 Malay. hah! enjoy ahh..haha. laG2 kat AVA room. ada air-con. waahhh...lepak ah jwbnye. hahahahaha...

~~enjoy life ppl!~~
(while u still can) =D


11 more days to MT 'O' level

didn't have time to blog over the weekend coz i was just simply too busy.

fri was vesak day. met dian at cwp at 11.30. she wanted to go zap it!. zap her maths hmk from my book cos she practically misplaced it. haiZz..18 year old behaving like an old lady. this kind of things oso can forget. haha.
met wen hao along the way. taking his cake for mother's day he ordered the other day. damn rich sia he..cake costs almost 40 bucks. still wanna find a gift gor his niece. waa..haha
met diq n shaz. intention was to go for fri prayers taP sempat dier singgah cwp jap ikut me n dian rounding. apa saje entah...
afternoon, went out to JP. intention was to shop for clothes but ended up going round n round looking at shoes n other World Cup stuffs. at last, come home empty handed. haha...

sat was great. eve of mother's day. me, my sis n my 2 other cuzzie brought grandma out to JP. had lunch together. nice sia...whenever its the 4 of us, laughter fills the air. laughing n yacking all the way. Since small, we always had our play time together. =D
ard 4, headed back to grandma's hse. waiting for our individual parents to arrive. family gathering bah..hehe. on the way back, something got into me n this so-called brilliant idea popped up. since the 4 of us haven't bought anything for our Moms, why not we celebrate it ALL 4 mothers in one cake. Ta- daaH!! haha..lucky got bengawan solo. bought a choc delight n headed to grandma's home.
before setting out for dinner, cut the cake n had some photo taking. haha. of course they were surprised.
ate at Cafeela, jln kayu. ok la..nice atmosphere. then lepak2 n play at west coast park till 12+ midnight. dozed off at 2 am. wow..

sun went out again with the same family members. suntec carre4 was our place. nothing much la. mom n dad bought a new DVD player. mom got her cake weighing machine.
headed to beach road for briyani. maghrib we reach, isyak we left. thats bcos when we stepped out of the car, there was the azan maghrib. when we headed back to our car, there was the azan isyak. style eh.. **if u're wondering where the azan came from, its from the Sultan mosque la! thats the only mosque at beach rd what..**

so there u have it. my weekend. well sadly to say, if u realised, i didn't mentioned bout my studies. which means, my 3 days off was BURNT! argh.

today. school was pretty ok. early morning, aidil da msg...*mcm tahu gitu aku da dpt HP balik* hehe.. nak pinjam calculator da. calculator dier rosak. arini dier ada physics paper. pinjamkn la..apa nak buat. org dlm kesusahan. tlg la. ceh..hehe
1st period was P.E. played badminton. fuck la...it spoiled my day ok! early morning make me annoyed. i sprained my ankle la...painful sia. until now, it still hurts. to the core. i don't know if i fractured it or anything. *which i hope i don't* cos i can't walk. it hurts. its like my feet caved in. n it really did! i hate to limp. need dad to take a look at it later. it hurts!

after sch had informal photo taking. as usual. noisy n rowdy. 4B is really out of control. difficult to control la. took pics at the pond. jakun btol ah bdak2 ni...ada aje yg nk masok air. ada yg nak tolak dier. haiZz..

ok la. that was it. got hp back. sprained ankle n lots more stuffs. that was my day. how was urs??? haha

~peace outss~...

touched. faith is all i need

another week has come to an end. yep. four days of sch this week has driven me crazy. test n test n more tests. its like practically 24 7 study n test lorr. but good la. this will drive me to my room every night n study. good. now, i'm getting the momentum =))

its so good to have a maths teacher like mr choh. he's the best teacher u can ever have. really. he knows us very very very well. he knows whats going on our mind. he knows what we do when put into a particular situation. he knows how we feel. simply said, he's US.

its good that he understands the weak students like me n dian.i should salute him la. i passed my maths test the other day. its like the 1st time i passed lor. *i'm a maths idiot ok* (thats why i am in Band3. the worst maths class) but thanks to him, i improved. its not just an ordinary improvement ok where i'll kick a big fuss out of it.

i scored an E8 for my 1st test n for the 2nd test i got a B4 for it. wow!! its an improvement of 4 grades. an improvement of 1 grade means its an improvement of 5 marks. E8 to B4. 4 grade improvement = 20 marks improvement!

today, he came up to me n dian n kind of pet talk us. it really moved me when he said he still believes in me n dian getting an A1 for maths n that he's not going to give up on the 2 of us. the thing with us is we can't perform well during tests but yet we can do the hmks he gave us. we can get ans for his hmk right but somehow we can't do it for test.
"Its a confident issue,u see. Stop saying u cannot do it. The thing with u is, u don't have faith. U need to have faith in urself cos i am not giving up on the two of you. Don't put my hopes for the 2 of u down. I am not going to give up on the 2 of u until u urself say 'i give up'. That's when i cant help u anymore. So once again, trust me. I'm gonna turn the 2 of u into A1 n all u have to do is follow what i ask u to do. Follow it exactly. Don't try any other way or add more to it. Just follow. We CAN do it together"

N he walked away just like that. leaving us to ponder about it.i guess what he said is true. i followed what he said since early this term n my maths is improving. so happy sia. no words can explain how i felt when i scored a B4. Mr Choh is so encouraging. Plus, he's intelligent. He's taking his Masters for now, mind you. I really admire him for his intelligence. How i wish i could be as successful as him. **yea right. dream on!** lolx..

Just pour out any qns to him. Be it Chem, Phy, DnT or anything. He'll be able to explain it to you - even better than ur phy or chem teacher! he's so great. but too bad he is not allowed to teach us any other sub other than maths. actually, we're not even allowed to ask him. but of course, we do it under table lor. if our phy n chem teacher finds out, he'll be dead.

he'll always be the one to drive me to go for the better. " Its okay if u disappoint me, its okay if u can't ans to Mrs Yap. But its worst if u can't even ans to urself". Perfectly true. he talks sense, unlike other teachers who blabs just to make us feel scared.

but of course i dun like him, in fact, i hate him when he gives us tons of hmk. he gives us hmk like as if he's the only teacher teacing us n we dun haf hmk for other hmk. but then again, just follow what he asks us to do! i must be clever. clever in dividing my time. clever enuff to balance all subjects. its not all abt maths. **i gotta remember that**

okok. stop here 1st. got lots more to say. update more later.

science. fickle minded-ness.

wahh...chem mock paper was the 2003 GCE O level. exactly the same. it dudn't change a single bit. maybe teacher was too lazy to set paper so they take past years O level question la hor..OK la the paper. not that hard where i will have to bite my pen hard to think. didn't know O level standard was pretty east. HOWEVER, i cannot say that i will pass cos my sci will always turn out the other ay round for me. haiZz...i don't know la. it seems easy to me but maybe again i got th conepts all mixed up n got the right answers for the wrong qns. *shakes head*

had class photo taking just now. damn chaotic. of coz la. 4B mah...notorious bunch of peeps. lol. i can never forget the rowdiness of my B-ians. haha

tmr. phy mock paper pulak turn.phy is all a matter of understanding how stuffs work n of course, u can never run away from memorising for science. this time, i dun memorise the facts n statements unlike chem, i gotta memorise the formulas for the various topics. (another headache) haiZz. but never mind. lets do the best n clear this last lap. lets go lets go!!!

i can't seem to make up my mind on my next level of education. should it be JC or poly? Mr Tan said its better to go poly cos u'll study in a specific arena n once u come out, u can start work immediately n ur 1st salary may start off from $2000-$3000. But if i were to go JC, i won't be highly likely to be employed compared to poly grads cos i got only A levels n A levels is nothing compared to a Diploma in a specific media. well, i guess it makes sense.

but then again, my childhood ambition has always to become a police officer. n now, it is said that it would be better u finish off ur studies till U n get a Degree then sign on with the Police Force where u will straught away be ranked Inspector. great huh?? but, what if something happens to me along the way-during my JC years- n i am not able to complete my A levels?? then i am just as good as an O level grad. isn't it?? haii... worried sia.

i guess i'll just focus on the short term first. pass my O's 1st then can talk abt it k.

k, gonna take a bathe now then study phy for tmr. bye.

Murphy's Law: If Anything Can Go Wrong, it WILL go Wrong.

exam fever

darn. i'm studying like crazy now. feeling sick sia. sick of studying. but i can't stop now. i have to persevere. **thats one of the school values**. lol.

weightage of homework has never subsided. in fact, its increasing. eargh. mana nak study, mana nak buat hmk..haiZz. DnT artefact is another one big headache. argh. NA is going to finish thier artefact liao n we the Exp has not even started! how bad is that sia??!

can't afford to be not doing hmk. last fri, P came into class n those who are not weak yet lazy n have not been passing up hmk kena reprimanded like hell by her. scared sia...i dun wanna be one of em'. never.

tmr got chem mock exam after sch. by right, i should be having my medical appointment tmr. that means i gotta cancel it n that also means i gotta pay a fine of 10 bucks for cancelling it. argh. stupid sch. u say 9 may. anyhow change last min to 8. now i have to pay. grr.

alright. thats all. study la. chem's killing me.

every vote counts!

yeah. this is the day. the day where all singaporeans will go out to vote for the party of their choice.

mom says she's voting for PAP. according to her PAP stands for Peace And Prosperity. sheesh. what a good acronym for that. haha. but then again, as i sign in to MSN last night, many were saying Pay and Pay. geez..

mine is GRC Sembawang. SDP and PAP are fighting in this constituency.

SDP arh??? hmm...dunno le. nvr see them making effort to go around house to house to distirbute flyers to each home unlike PAP. nvr see them on board a lorry n driving around neighbourhood appealing to citizens using loudhalers to vote for them, unlike PAP.

mom n dad are out voting. i won't get to vote till 8 years dowm the road. *so long sia* can't vote in the next GE cos then i'll only be 20. not yet eligible. *sigh* that means i'll only get to vote at the age of 24. hmm...still young i guess. lolx..

pestered 'F' last night on MSN on who he like. he put his nick as u don't noe that i like u girl. haha. so i got nothing better to do, i ask him lor. n it came as a shock to me that he likes me. gosh. it was so damn hard to get that info out from him. **tu la. iye iye sangat nak tahu. skrg da tahu, telan kau!** haha. well, i don't know if he knows what he's ding. i don't know if he knows what he's saying. as for me, let time tell it all. i got nothing to say for now.

dun have any plans for today. maybe ah. may be we'll be out to celebrate my cuzzie bro bdae. but for the meantime, i'll study!!!!





May the Best man WIN!!

Don't want. Want.

darn. tmr is the National Police Cadet Corps Day n i gotta daunt that blue uniform the whole day. i dont want to!! but i'm forced. argh. juz plain lazy la.

whats worse is that it'll be held in the hall! n on the tage some more!!do u have any f**kin idea how idiotic we will look with our banging n all?? plus the sec ones will be joining us. how ugly could that be??! argh.

i just don't want to! don't want to!!

but then again, if i never go, the rest of my mates will also not go. then thats even worse. cos that will show a bad image of NPCC. **which means, we're condemning our own selves.** haiya...they just blindly follow what i do la.

what i am afraid of is that huda wll pang sai us again. just like last year. like real ask us to report in full u. den at last, she herself never! bullshit sak. chairman summore. haiZz..

we'll see how la. i'll ask my mates around.

got my CCA endorsed today.
wah quite a lot of things i got ah on my list. full sia the paper.

Mr Ong was explaining n explaining about how this new LEAPS system works for us. ever year he'll repeat the same old thing over n over again on how to fill up the form. c'mon la. 4 years of filling up the form should have gone into our head. no need to repeat it annually.
we're the so-called "pioneer" batch to be using this LEAPS system. he said this one is much better cos from here, we'll get lots n lots of points n can easily score A1 for CCA compared to the old system.

Now here's the interesting part. With this new LEAPS system, if u are good in ur CCA n get an A1 for it, u'll be able to get straight admission into the JC! isn't that great?? provided u pass ur O levels la. **of course i will** Gosh. i didn't know it was that easy. MR ong said last year a handful of our students were called in by the JC (particularly IJC) to have tea with them n were interviewed. but unfortunately, these kids turned this offer down n opted for poly. i mean, how silly of them.

now one thing for sure, i'm not gonna miss this oppurtunity. well, i can confidently say i can get an A1 for my CCA n of course i can pass my O levels. Thats for sure. *winkwink* ; )

I really want to go JC! i really want to!!

a temporary goodbye

ain't allowed to blog that often.
been spending too much time on the net.
exams are approaching.

but not to worry.
got a book for a substitute.
HAHA.

dun bother looking for the book.
cos u'll only find it once i stop breathing.

for u readers,
wait till i get back my hp this mid may

yippee!!! can't wait can't wait!!...