stressed??


argh. its barely another 17 hours to my malay 'O' Level Paper!!! arrgghhh!!! i dunno what to study sia. been going thru all the peribahasa, factual compos, diff types of letter writing n stuffs. but somehow, i feel something is amiss. but what??!!! ergh. my hearts been thumping like mad. every sec worrying like a mad dog. something's still inadeqaute. but i dont know what! Oh God. Pls..help me get out of this.

wonder how the rest are doing. its really really scary. i still cant accept the fact that i got a B3. it just doesnt makes sense. argh. why didnt i maintain an A2. something's terribly wrong with me. did i slack? NO. i dont think so. even if i did, i guess its too late for me to buck up now. but seriously, i didnt think o slacked. i mean, how could i?? intensives lesson has been going on thru out the week. there was no way i slacked!

i'm worried i dont know what to write for tomorrow's compo. i'm worried, i'm worried, i'm worried. argh. why am i like this??? all this while malay language was a breeze. but why now do i feel as if its the riskiest subject. ARGGH! aku buntu!!