setelah sekian lama aku menghilang, kini aku kembali hanya utk megisi ruang.

kehidupan seharianku kini begitu tertekan sekali. apakan tidak, peperiksaan nasionalku hanya tinggal beberapa hari lagi. persediaan akan sentiasa tidak mencukupi. alangkah leganya diri ini seandanya dunia ini diberi masa lebih dari 24 jam.

apa agaknya khabar para sahabatku?? Hmm...kini telah lebih dua minggu semenjak kami bersua muka. adakah mereka sedang sibuk menelaah pelajaran ataupun.......... ah! biarkanlah mereka. tentu mereka memerlukan ruang sendiri utk berjuang. *ceh..*

Syawal tahun ini disambut dgn begitu sederhana buatku. hanya pada hari pertama aku keluar berziarah. Sedih juga jika dikenangkan nasib diriku ini. Namun, kehadiran para 'anak buah'ku tempoh hari, amat menceriakan diriku. Sekurang-kurangnya ada juga insan yg berhati mulia yg ingat pada diriku ini.

Baiklah, sampai di sini sahaja suratan ku pada kali ini. Oh ya! Hampir aku lupa....

Selamat Hari Raya 'Idulfitri kpd sekelian kenalanku
ku susun sepuluh jari memohon maaf
atas kesilapanku selama perkenalan kami
harap gurauan, sindiran dan tutur kata yg barang kali telah menyinggung perasaan anda
dapat dimaafkan.
Makan minum juga dapat dihalalkan ya?...

=))

Announcement!!

OK. Listen up, ppl. i'm making this official. this is gonna be my last entry written in english. after this, this weblog is gonna be written in only one languahe. Malay,that is.

dont mistake me. its just taht i myself feel rojak reading entries in both malay n english. anyway, the origin of this blog is in malay as i used this url to go for a Malay weblog competition.

BUT doncha worry. i've made another blog. specially written in English. dont ask me how i'm gonna go about updating at two places. its gonna be done. just see. LoLx

so ok, this is my 2nd weblog url: [ask me]
so switch the link aites



rock on!! pssst...i wont go missing. doncha worry =D

yay! i got a music on my bloggie finally...LoLx. haha...dont mind the song ah...just simply put first. later i get a better and up-to-date song. been cracking my brain to find one. any idea peeps??

hmm...seems like someone responded to my previous post. "Matrephisaprokok". Of all names u put that...haiyo. whats so secretive bout ur identity?? u so special meh?? i gonna hunt u down izzit?? whatever la ah

"Melayu lemah. Setakat bangsa aje"?? Siapa yg buat dier lemah? Its people like u-know-who who spolis us. Kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelangah. argh. Kenapa perlu rosakkn nama sendiri? Bukan kah kerja bodoh itu namanya? Kalau tknk jaga maruah diri sendiri, jaga nama baik keluarga.

Tk apalah. Terpulanglah kepada diri masing2 akan pendirianmu tentang hal ini.

went out to do self study at Civic just now. its normal for anyone to drop by cwp or anywhere near it to pass by boots n shoes. its like a port already ah down there for teens to wait for their mates. they'll gather down there in groups. i hate to see that. it somehow, to me, displays a hooligan-way-of-life kinda attitude. so rowdy..even i myself dont like to be waiting down there for my frens.so what exactly am i driving at??

okok. as u know, its the Raya season. so lotsa malay kids will be waiting there for their friends to arrive. yg perempuan dtg kelihatan anggun dgn baju kurung atau kebaya. tapi bila da pkai lawa2 kene tunggu member2 yg lambat, nampak mcm jual diri pulak. hehe...*no offense here*. taP part yg aku btol2 tak boleh angkat is the guys ah. rambut nk mohawk la, apache la, spiky2 la...pikir hensem pe? dah lepas tu, duduk menyangkung hisap rokok. cool eh?oh puh-leessee la..buat malu masyarakat melayu je. mana pergi budaya melayu yg asli? ke mana pergi nya songkok n kain sampin? since when ripcurl slippers replace the capals??

i salute the guys who still keep the tradition. thanks ah. go advise ur frens who's killing OUR tardition! our tradition is one which is full of politeness n sincerity. n where has it gone to? lets not fall into the hand of the Westerners way of life. u can folow their trend. sure no problem. BUT, jgn cuba nk campur adukkan budaya org Barat dgn budaya Melayu!



~Hidup Mati Melayu!!~

i dont know whats wrong with me ah. been dreaming bout him lately. what has he gotta do with me?!?! why in the world, of all ppl, he appeared in my dreams? its not once ya know...what is this implying??? o well, only God knows

Mom's been doubting me like hell very very often, lately. i dont know why. its super frustrating n annoying. no point aku susun sepuluh jari smlm minta maaf n history repeats itself within a fortnight. what is wrong with her???what does she think i am? some kind of a jailbird? LoLx..

Alex receieved his long awaited kuihs today. The way he pronounce kuih is like pronouncing ghost in chinese. "Gui". LoL! As always, his lessons has always been enriching. there's always be lessons besides Maths. there's lotsa advertisements during his lessons. n only his. his ad lasted 45 mins today. n guess what was the ad abt???

Love life, BGR, fashion statements.
-he taught the boys the right way to chase a girl. a gentlemen way. quite interesting ah. Hmm.....so if any of the boys comes chasing after one of us n the methods seems kinda familiar, i think i know from who he got his 'ilham' from ah..hehe. keep ur eyes open gals!
-his question was: Is it a fashion statement nowadays for guys to wear pants at or below their hips n girls to show off their bra straps?? My ans was: If its fashion n in trend, u'd already be seeing us doing so. LoL..which is obviously not ah.
-he talked abt how each girl in the class is gonna face their love life. Mamas is naive n prone to be tricked. Mamas admitted it. he even advised her to take precautions. Kinda silly ah, but its true.
-he commented on me. certain things he said bout me are true n i agree. but some i totally disagree. i didnt voice out on what i disagreed. its so untrue ah. i mean...me punching a guy?? how idiotic can i get? no doubt i'm tough, i wont be so dominating right? its obvious he doesnt know me that well. i merely kept quiet n be laughed at. i just wanna see how far he'll go. it just amazes us on how he cam actually evaluate such things. Psychology u call it. but he doesnt take psycholgy. i guess its his strong self instinct n his general knowledge n reading helps him cover up.

Alex told me he's gonna get a Harley Davidsons. i was like" Yah...so??" its not as if i'm interested in Harleys or what. in fact, i feel kinda disgusted in Harley riders. when one mention abt Harley Davidsons, the first thing that comes to my mind is The Undertaker from WWE. aint he hideous with that moustache, bandenna n glasses. Cool~u guys may call it. But its a major turn off for me seeing an old man with sleveless vest n exposing the flabby arms with wrinkled skin. Plus! their big bloated n bulging stomach. Doncha think so girls?? Eeew..he's looking for a second hand bike, Alex told me. *Like i care* Pls la cher, u really fell for what i said ah?? Stop it la. U're appearing silly to me. Hahaha!! Sry ah, no offense to anybody. Just my poiny of view =D

bought a DiGicam at last
a Vios for transportation
sibs all happy la
this year's Raya was almost incomplete
w/o a camera and a car
now that we have em' both,
they're lovin' it to the core

me??
biasa2 je
ada ke tkde,
raya will only be one day for me
that is the 24th Oct ah
shouldnt have bought a second baju
waste money only
haiizz...

niwaes,
i was surpirsed i received a msg from Budi,
my ex-colleague from JBP
not there to ask me how's life or anything
but wished me a Deepavali instead
what an ass
LoLx

i miss the birds n their compaby sia
Vijay asked when wanna come back
Soon ah
end of next month perhaps??
yea rite...
thats like so soon

that one
later later can talk ah
for now, gotta mug hard
mug real hard
the only xtra lessons i have now is Maths
so kind of Mr Choh to have it
the other teachers all bochap

towards the end of the fasting month
is when all Moms are not cooking
n there's no smoke from the stove
thats coz all Moms are bz preparing the house
n lately,
i've been eating lots of fast food
not good la
i HAVE to LOSE some weight
get some fats BURNING
dont wanna end up as a humpty dumpty
the next time my friends sees me
i still wanna be the sporty n healthy me
=))

haf to start excercising
last time i can easily be in e pink of health
cos there's the sch
to conduct P.E. lessons
n my soccer team to help me keep fit
but all those are gone now
i'm really left ro survive on my own

[Pix!!!]

yay-ness!!!
finally, after much collation
from different ppl
i finally got the Grad Day pics!
weee~!!
here are some
i still have others in my laptop
upload it while i have the time ah




Babes of the day.
i came in late
so i was stranded ay the back
n thus spoil the formation
LoL...





Mr Asmuri
our DnT instructor
we owe him loads dude
thanks!
he's kind, cool
n o well,
funny n silly at times



Mr Tan PY
my great Pyhsics teacher!!!
he's simply awesome dude!
*no doubt he knocks my head frequently*
he's lessons are understandable
he's motivating
the best teacher

Mr Quek
well, he's never taught me
joined the sch early this yr
but he's the T i/c for Sec1 NPCC squad
thats how i know him
he's bubbly n has lotsa story to share
he's highly motivational
dun play shit with him hor!


Mr Roszelan
another DnT instructor
not ours
but he's friendly
always with Mr Asmuri
when u're with em, u're
strongly advised to close ur ears
coz they talk bad behind our DnT teachers
hahahahaha!!


Mr Alex Choh!!!
the one i've been talking abt
he's simply aweseome la
entertaining, super bubbly, happy-go-lucky kinda guy
& n &....
he never fails to make us go hysterical with his 'lessons'
time flies super fast with him
n bcos of him, i fell in love with maths
=))

**PS: Pics are courtesy of Radhiah, Kamarul n Dian

sad i didnt get to take pic with......

[O Level Sci(Phy/Chem) Practical]

26 Ramadhan 1427H

nervous like hell b4 exam
when enter...
what a relief!!
a pendulum bob experiment for physics
CT wanted that n she got it
good for her
mulut masin btol..
Chem..
was given a unknown aqeuous blue solution
stared at it n
something just tells me it
has something gotta do with copper
n true enuff,
after experimenting here n there
it was Copper (II) Chloride!
wee...hahaCkz


spent 3 boring hours being quarantined
i just cant stand Obi n Fiq
they're just so irritating!!
grow up lah puh-leessee...


nthg much to update
in no mood actually
update for the sake of
remebering the day i sat for my practical exam

so yah...
update more soon
tatas~!



26 more days to 1st O lvl paper

[Graduation Day]

grad day sux big time dude
real big
i mean..
i'm so gawd damn frustrated
she's so cruel
heartless
n so inhumane

how could she treat such a big day like this
so lightly?!?!
she was so inconsiderate
all these past 3 years
i organize for my seniors such a grand n formal Grad Day
n when it comes to my turn,
this is what i get?!!!
wtf?!
shit her off man!!
so much so to call herself a teacher
what a capable teacher
*bluergh*
argh!

she was rude
in giving away the Best Student of the Term award
it was so informal
she idiotically called out the students' name
n whats worst
she gave the cert with her bloody dirty left hand

it wasnt even called a ceremony
as far as we grads are concerned
it was a mere normal sch assembly
i could barely count the no. of teachers with my ten lil' fingers
there wasnt even any lighting
what more decoration!
everyone went "Dah?? thats it?!"
n what as i suppose to ans??
gahh...
stupid pathetic sch

what the hell is wrong with her??!
she hate us so much?!
damn her

i'll never accept what happened today
what an end to a lovely sec sch life
n its all thanks to her!!!!