"whatever family situation u are in, bare with it. its all TEMPORARY. once u start to earn ENOUGH money, u r able to take things in ur hand n change ur lifestyle. work hard. make sure that in future, u wont have a family in which u are now. work for yourself. take urself out from this misery! the misery u r in. wake up! u gotta wake up, now! jgn kisah pasal apa yg berlaku di rumah. all these are just distractions. distractions to get u off track from success. its up to u to make things change. start it from now. if not now, then when?? until when r u gonna let these dumb things bother u? heck care abt all these! concentrate. focus. be independent. dont depend on ur parents to support u. go n have a luxurious life. go live life the way u want it to be. BUT, u gotta start from scratch. start NOW." --from the wise n respected man, Mr Alex Choh.

well, that was a summary of the lecture we had from him. its true la. dont misunderstand this. i'm not saying that i listen to n trust teacher's words n not parents. its just that, teachers knows us way off better. they see us, talk to us, interact with us n most importantly they know us. i didnt say they understand us cos if they do, then they will not be so unreasonable. right guyss??

quite a number of us comes from a family which has a breakdown in communication. coming from one, i realise that its not easy to talk things out cos they are not willing to listen to what we have to say. its not fair. in sch, we r allowed to voice out to teachers. then these teachers will provide an explantion as to why certain things happen n why its has to be carried out that way. only then do we teenagers feel that "ok fine. reasonable enough" n then things will be settled this way when both parties have come to an agreement. won't it?. well, at least it works for my sch. i heard from sis that her sch students dont have the luxury of sharing jokes with teachers. what more voicing out their distress. i mean, its not fair u see. th sch is for 2 parties. the students as well as the teachers. both of us have the right to say.



-26 Days to becoming a year older-

arh!! ferst day of sch for term 3. hectic term. so many events going on. Youth Day, National Day, Teacher's Day etc. with the number of events, it just means that our studying days are cut short. n its no good. we're gonna miss out a lot dude. haiixx...

o well. not bad for the 1st day. i'm so happy as i walked my way back home from sch. thanks a lot to my form teacher, Mrs Lee. n thanks to her i got the Best Student of the Term (Term2). For that, an award presentation was held in the hall during CDP. aww...a big thanks to my members out there who showed me ur support when my name was read out. they cheered n clapped for me. it just feels great for me. nothing means more than having friends like u guys. not even the certificate i was going to receive. i was all smiles. thanks again friends!! muackss...hahahaKz.. *if i get it next term, cheer louder la k* muahaha...=P

quite a number of new teachers were introduced to us this morning. boy! a handful of them will be n are teaching english n physical education. mind u, those teaching PE are in real good shape. Esp Mr Phillip (i think) n Mr Rudy. Mr Phillip's damn tall n quite well built. whst was he?? an ex bballer? haha...Mr Rudy's kind of macho (or should i say he was trying to act like one). he stood there with his arms crossed across his chest. whatever la...

with the new intake of PE teachers, it just gives me an impression that our PE are either slacking/ lacking or they're not fit. well, they're aging.

well, when i brought that topic up to my friends, we were all saying "Is our current Mr Sani in the right shape to be a PE teacher?" i looked at him from a distance. hmmm...well, his not skinny neither is he really fat. its just that he's round. lolx...i think his bloated tummy makes him look like one. haha...well, no offense ya. =D

OKOK. thats all. i'm just too ecstatic for today. n oh ya. i almost forgot. re shuffle of time table. new time table starts tmr. n with dat, we have an extra PE lesson on Wed. yay!!! that the positive side to it. negative side - 2 hrs of continous maths. eargh.

K. another cert into my collection. i already have a file full of certs. lolx....it just feels great to be a student =D

once more, a BIG n SPECIAL thanks to all my friends out there! keep cool n stay cool. love yas!...





-28 Days- to becoming one year older.

its exactly one more month to me turning 16. man, i'm getting older. the older, the wiser. yeah. thats the way it should be.

hmm...what awaits me for my b'day?? well, i aint have any idea. all that i hope for is that i have a smooth day. a total smooth with nothing but smiles on my face. not a single event that changes me into a bad mood. NOT a single. thats all i can pray for.

last year's bdae celebration was bad. damn bad. it was as if i skipped a yea. not even a single bdae greeting i got. not one. pity me. on;y God knows how i feel. it just shows how much i meant to those in the hse. perhaps last year's situation was bad at the time of my bdae. still, its not a reason for u not to greet.

o well, its a thing of the past. no point dwelling on it. prays hard it won't ever repeat.

hmm....like every other human being, i too have a wishlistof my bday gifts. well, for most ppl, its just there to see n nothing happens. could it be the same for me?? hahaha....well, u decide. =D ok, here it goes.

1. A Red Converse wallet ( i think sis getting it for me liaoz)

2. A DiVi Camcorder

3. Adidas watch (metal type maybe)

4. An Adidas apparel (doesnt matter if its a water bottle, pants, socks or shirt) 5. A cute cartoon kind of photo album (nthg means more than having sweet memories)

6. An N73 phone

yep. its that simple. see. aren't i such a good saint to be putting that N73 phone the last?? hahaKs...life is much easier with ppl like me ard. lolx...

will be watching midnight movie later with unc, aunts n cuzzies later. will we succeed in sneaking thru watching Scary Movie4 or maybe Silent Hill?? hmm...we'll see.

o man....tmr ngaji again. haiixxx.. n monday sch re-open. *faints*

i give up on them. i can't be bothered with them anymore. u do what u do, i do what i am supposed to do.

i dun mean a shit to them.

i'm just a nobody. perhaps just a trampoline. i'm there to save their asses. help when the alarm sounds.

i just realised i can't depend on u no more to get my stuffs.

fine. its ok. just sit back n see.

be one sided. thats what u do.

give in too much to small ones. thats what u do.

separating myself from this world n living in my own world. thats what i'm gonna do.

being understanding is the utmost important thing in any ties. thats what i learnt.

so long n goodbye.

Gosh. My 1 wk holiday was fun. TOTAL FUN. it was a wk of non-stop outing. i dun want this entry to be lenghty so i'll make it fast n short. leave it more to the pics.

holiday started early Sat,10.06 morning. not really in the morning lahz..somewhere in the afternoon. From now onwards i gotta sacrifice my Sat morning for ngaji lessons at granny's hse. Haixx...what to do. Nvm la. Lets be positive. At least we cuzzins can meet every week n play. Yay!!After ngaji, we (me sis syak n suf) went to the Police Week Carnival at PA. nothing much. same old stuffs. actually went there to kill time n run away from having to attend kenduri. Hahaha...i cant believe we went there just to fish! suf was like squatting for one hour with a paper net catching guppy in a pop-up pool. me sis n cuzzie syak was like annoyed having to wait for him. argh. but it was fun la. played other games. we won a Nike lankyard. syak took it since he's fond of Nike. everytime Police Week, it just has to rain. Haixx...
later on in the evening, when all parents n granny got back from kenduri, we had BBQ at aunt ina's 3 storey hse. tired man have to run up n down to get my stuffs. haha..had bbq chicken, steak *slurp!*, satay, brain2, corn n other normal stuffs like potato, hotdog etc. tried out the new no smoke charcoal. ok la. its just that there's no fire n its real SLOW.haha..

yummy yum yum. *slurps*...

these kids only know how to eat n not help.

Sun morning. woke up ard 9+. had breakfast. watched the ghost of mae nak. eew...gross dude. haha...noon supposed to get ready to go nenek's hse but it rained. so we delayed. but us being the adventurous wild kids just can't resisit the temptation to play in the rain n so within minutes we were already on the streets. wahahahaha....fun sia. we ran to n fro. cars, buses, bikes, lorries all passed us but we didnt bother n just played. damn. it was damn good. =D. very very fun. hehe...should try it out some time later. again. hahaha...

had fun washing cars. in the rain..

beware. wild kids on the run. haha..

later at 4,after all those fun, we get washed n headed to aunt's hse at serangoon. gosh. it was so so noisy with 4 extremely energetic boys in the hse. it was as if u were in a stadium watching world cup. really! my eras almost bled with their screams n them throwing pillows n oys in n out of the hse. plus, 2 toddlers crying. argh. buay tahan man...haha. but overall it was great. got to meet my long lost cousins, muis n sharaf, after some family feud n they went their own way. so glad muis is no longer the queit2 boy i used to know. =D well, nenek is 68 now. woah..mom baked a choc cake. nice. i just couldnt stop munching on the chee kway aunt made. it was delicious. ahh...hehe. my 68 yr old maternal granny with DD.

That night, headed back to aunt ina's hse before sleeping over at paternal granny's hse. Mon mrning woke up n at ard 11, syak already to planned to play soccer with his frens @ a nearby street soccer court. so me sis n suf decided to tag along. i also long time never play soccer mah. hehe...syak had to replace a 35 bucks soccer ball he kicked into a river.haha...pity him sia. he gave his total nike ball instead of buying a new one cos his fren wanted in asap n he didnt have that much money to get him a brand bnew ball. haha....niwaes, his frens played good soccer. it was cute seeing 13 year old boys play. just look at the size n the sleek way they play, makes me giggle. haha...headed back to granny's hse ard 2.

Tue morning woke up at 6am! wee...my hobby : dirt-biking at Ubin!!!! weee....haha.left granny's hse at 8. took train to tamp. then took bus 29 to changi village. only 3 words to describe the whole activity: fun, adventurous n wild. hahakz...my frens envy me for this. haha. sorry guys, jgn marah. hahaha...esp to syam n dian. =D i can never leave that Getaway island with bruises, the resultance of my fall. haha. n yeah, i had a couple on my leg. we were going down a hill when suf shouted, "Ada lubang! Ada lubang!". syak emergency braked right infront of me n started screaming "Where? Where?". stupid. i was behind him n tried to elak when i myself yg masuk lubang tu. Aduhh...had fun going up n down the slopes. hilss n rocky paths. i'm goin dere again for sure. its a way for me to release tension. tension ah, not stress. =D

Bionic Dad looking after 5 kids for the day.

sis aWM niq syak suf. "Granny" 's hse in Ubin.

we were eating goreng pisang in the middle of e jungle when Dad snapped.

Wed watched the Omen at Jurong Entertainment with aunt alin n cuzzies.this time it was 1 bionic mom n 6 kids. later on syak n his 2 frens came to enjoy free lunch. haha.. after that they went to play arcade. the 6 of us plus aunt went to Sci Ctre! hahaKz...the 3 big ones ie me suf n sis went o play waterworks. haha...we got partially wet. aunt didnt believe the tua bangkas go n play water. haha. reached granny's hse at 6.30. That night slept at my own home in WDL after 5 days away sleeping at granny's hse. overall, i had a great time there.

Thurs we met again. This time, it was picnic at Pasir Ris. man, its been ages since we went there. haha...went bathing n swimming in the sea. stepped on rocks. attained cuts on feet. *Man, am i prone to cuts n bruises?? Hmm.." after having proper bath, we played soccer. its the World Cup Fever babe!!. had fun laying against dadn n unc. after that, we, the 7 cousins, went on a wild ride on double bikes. woah! it was hilarious. at one point, we got missing. haha...damn fun. =D

Fri, it was a stay at home day. rest la. tired u know everyday go out. hahaKz...

But it wasnt long before we were out again on Sat with the same ppl. haha...it was aunt ina's bdae n instead, she treated us to dinner at Sakura Downtown East. My favourite!! Japanese food. yumm...had lots n lots of sushi. aww...simply mouth watering. we were the first to get seated at 6 n left at 9.30. 3 hrs of non stop eating. wahh...didnt wanna watse the $26 spent on each person. hehe...later on spent about an hour or so at the arcade. fun! raced against suf syak n sis n some other big boys. played the drum game. stupid la. beat punya beat, asyik miss aje. =(

Sun again today's gonna be a stay-at-home day. tmr starting skool liaoz! aiyyoo!!! *bangs head onto com* aiya.....headache come back liao. hoilday la please! omg...haixx.

haha. sis having lecture from mom n dad now. kwang kwang kwang...lolx. dad went to meet her teacher this morning to get report book. teacher say she very shy. teacher ask qns ,she reply very soft. teacher ask to repeat, she say "nothing". aiyaa...she ah. very quiet2 one. not like me le. dunno y.

hmm, mr choh has been doing this character evaluation for the past 2 days. Dont know whats got into him. Maybe its just his way of getting to know us better. Interestingly, it seems that it turns out to be true. but its very irrtating le. he'll tease us with his evaluation. SO annoying!!
"Nadiah has this domineering character in her. In future its either she has a husband who is much more domineering than her OR she has a husband who is meek." DAMN!!! so frustrating right?!!
"Dian is very quiet. She'll listen to her husband. Even if her husband scold her n shout at the top of his voice, Dian will just look down with that sad sad eyes n just remain quiet. But she cannot keep quiet. I tell u ah, one day she'll explode n u'll see in the Newpaper : 39 students Dead. 1 missing." Hahaha(everyone laughs)
"Hmm...Hakiim.This one trying to act cool. He'll just sit at home. This one will listen to wife one. Wife go to work, n he stay at home." =D
One by one, table by table, he "predicted" his students' future. From rachael to noori to marjuk to Iszuan, all 15 of his present students he commented. Crazy teacher. haha. but it was fun. real fun

How true sia is all of those accounts. I tell u, we were all fascinated by his so-called "evaluation". its kind of stupid though to be doing that during Maths lesson.*imagines* but then again, perhaps he was just too bored n started to chat with us while completing our work. style style...hehe.

he reads. he gains experience from his seniors in church. he counsels in his church. n the most shocking part for an intelligent guy like him is to be working for a matchmaking agency!!! can u believe that?? i dont know if its true la. but he has this list of pics of men n women n started matching them up. right infront of our eyes. we were like, HUH??

but somehow, i refuse to believe him. hmm...all i can say is that, his evaluation is based on how n what we are NOW. he wouldn't know if we will still remain the same 5-10 years down the road. something could have befallen us making us change in our behaviour n attitude. which means, his evalution now would be meaningless. right guys?? haha.

mr choh's an interesting fella la. a lot of things we learnt from him. from IT stuffs to human psychology. from Maths to hacking into other ppl's account. hahaKz...siao wan la he. hahaha...

Anyway, he'll be in Taiwan soon. for a holiday. good sia. teachers all starting holiday soon. Mr Zainal will be out of state too. all returning on friday. Haizz..jealous sia. Mr Choh's gonna visit the tallest tower in the world. he's gonna take the lift moving at 70km/h. WOW!! haha...plus, he's rich. he just bought a honda civic. very class man...

all right all rigth. too much of mr choh is making me frustrated given his rate of intelligence. how i wish i had a brain like his. hahaha....

okok. Friday, 9 June 2006 = World Cup!!!!!!!!wohoo...tonight's game: Germany VS Costa Rica. Here's my choice: Go for the Underdogs!! yeah. my prediction : Germany 1 - Costa Rica 2. yea man. we'll see tonight.

till then, enjoy ur one week holidays to all my frens. just spent it the way u want. give it all out. u only got a week of REAL holiday. use it wisely. remember: PLAY HARD, STUDY SMART.

luv ya folks!! muackss...=D

zzzz....i feel so gawd damn tired man. i wanna sleep. but lets just 1st update this blog first la hor...long time no blog. =P

today i kinda cabut form DnT. well..not really cabut la. i told mr zainal i wanna go early coz there's no reason for me to stay since i'm done with what i'm supposed to be done with for the day.

after maths at 10 am, most of my classmates, in fact "my friends", cabut SS lesson after that. there were a lot of missing souls. these ppl arh......................i really dont know what to say abt them. whats the big deal of cabut-ing class?? dont u think its only clever of u if u attend class since u are already in sch??? stupid right. come to sch for what??! if u wanna cabut, u cabut lah!! dont try to drag me along ok!

haizz...

but SS was great. those who never come, RUGI ah!! we had lots of fun. mrs nambiar was in a good mood today. she said she'll release us early if she manage to finish what she wants to finish today. of course!! with lesser noisy ppl ard, she could complete on time n we were released an hour earlier. hahaKz....

n the best thing is, we kinda pester her to tumpang us to wdl ctre to have lunch. initially it was meant to be play2 la. but she really did tumpang the 10 of us to mcdee!! n she even took the time to make 2 trips since all 10 couldnt fit in her car. wow! great teacher huh...she's great man. simply too great to be nice. haha...

thats for now. i really wanna sleep!!




hopefully when i wake up, i'm in good mood to go for a jog. wakakakakakaka....haha =P

been tossing n turning on the bed for an afternoon nap but just cant seem to fall into deep slumber. dont know why. something seems to be bothereing me. something real bad. each time i close my eyes, it became watery. for no reason. weird huh?? i feel so so sad. again, for no reason. i just feel like crying out loud but there is no reason for me to be doing so. feels as if something real bad is gonna befall me. but what?? i have NO idea.

perhaps God's gonna take away the luxury in my lfe. maybe i took it for granted. there's tis instinct in me that tells me that when that something happen, its gonna affect me badly till i can't continue life as per normal. as in losing somebody. losing my limbs. being bedridden. why are all these bothering me?? alright, alright. all these are crap. total crap nadiah!! dont think about it too much alrites. continue life as per normal...






till i find an answer, see u again.
~enjoy every moment of ur life as if there is no tomorrow~

wahh...mr choh is really really............. haiya! dont know what to say la hor... i dont know if there's anything going on between him n rachael. eww! most of the malay students cant take it liao. seeing him sit beside rachael n teasing rachael n calling her "lua lua girl" is surely making the hair at the back of our neck stand. yikes!
plus we had to bare with that awful scene for nearly 4 hours! how were we suppose to cope with that when it happened right infront of our eyes. n shockingly, rachael bought him a lime ice blended bubble tea. **whats that suppose to mean??** ^_^'''
english was boring (as usual) haha..most of us wants to go down to band 2. [most of the malay students feels like it] hey! is there some kind of biasness n favouritism going on in our sch?? it seems like its always the malay students who doesnt seem to fit in. **i dont dare use the R_ _ i _ _ word cos its too early to say**
after that was D&T before we had maths. as ususal me n noori started playing around. hahaKz... playing with acrylic n cutting letters out. hahas..
afiq got back from france liao. Afiq Shazni bin Abdul Talib. Our new Junior World Champ in the recent France Open(Silat). woah! thats really something. hahaz...tomorrow BH will be interviewing him n his team. congrats fiq.lolx =D

highlight of the dya really paid my hard dat off. hahaCks..wee!....had fun barbecueing just now. hoho! long time never bbq liao. hahas..had bbqing session with my councillors. had fun setting up the fire, getting irritated by impatient peeps n of course playing with fire!! hahaha....thats the best part of having a bbq. lolx...=P