been tossing n turning on the bed for an afternoon nap but just cant seem to fall into deep slumber. dont know why. something seems to be bothereing me. something real bad. each time i close my eyes, it became watery. for no reason. weird huh?? i feel so so sad. again, for no reason. i just feel like crying out loud but there is no reason for me to be doing so. feels as if something real bad is gonna befall me. but what?? i have NO idea.

perhaps God's gonna take away the luxury in my lfe. maybe i took it for granted. there's tis instinct in me that tells me that when that something happen, its gonna affect me badly till i can't continue life as per normal. as in losing somebody. losing my limbs. being bedridden. why are all these bothering me?? alright, alright. all these are crap. total crap nadiah!! dont think about it too much alrites. continue life as per normal...






till i find an answer, see u again.
~enjoy every moment of ur life as if there is no tomorrow~