hey! if last Tuesday night it was me who received an award for being an outstanding student, then last Thursday night it was Dad's turn to receive an award! well not really an award. its more to promotion. SI Sapuan sey....hahaha. Got promoted upon his completion in his studies over @ TP after 3 years. ahaCks. Good2. now i can say smthg. lolx...
its nerve wrecking now. i dont know why. suddenlyi felt scared. i really dont know why i'm feeling scared for my Malay this Monday.i've never felt scared before. NO, no. its not scared. i'm worried till death. i'm worried i'll go blank. i'm scared of the qns coming out. tk pernah2 aku rasa gini. mungkin lepas aku receive aku nye mid yr results ni tak yg aku rasa yg aku ni tk sebagus yg aku fikirkn. Mungkin...
tried to study for my madrasah exam tomorrow but i just cant help thinking for my Malay O's. why?? why is this happening to me?? why now?? why at this point, at this stage??? i really dont understand. i need a break! seriuosly. but then again i cant help to stop thinking n worrying bout my malay. why? argh!!!
i dont know. i'm trying hard to remember the way i wrote my compos. each time i read my compo, i just felt as if it wasnt me who wrote that. it seems so good. to good to call it my written work.
i guess the B3 grade i got for my mid year hit me hard. its really too hard a fact for me to swallow. never in my life i received such a grade. before this, the lowest i went was A2. thats why its hard for me to accept. it just shows the readiness in me.
but then again, cg said he's confident in me getting an A1. how true is that, i really dont know. it has yet to be proven. he said the mid year paper he set, was purposely setted to be 3 lvl higher than O level standard. woah! but it just doesnt makes sense. even after he sets it 3 level higher, how come Dian can get still maintain A2 n i drop to B3. walhal, all these while, whatever grades dian gets, i get it same too. good for dian that she maintains it. but the AGAIN, it just doesnt makes sense u see. something is terribly wrong with me. but what???!!
argh. lets forget it for now. at least. hope the family dinner later will help me ease out a bit. dinner where? i dont know. hopefully somewhere cooling n peaceful.
its nerve wrecking now. i dont know why. suddenlyi felt scared. i really dont know why i'm feeling scared for my Malay this Monday.i've never felt scared before. NO, no. its not scared. i'm worried till death. i'm worried i'll go blank. i'm scared of the qns coming out. tk pernah2 aku rasa gini. mungkin lepas aku receive aku nye mid yr results ni tak yg aku rasa yg aku ni tk sebagus yg aku fikirkn. Mungkin...
tried to study for my madrasah exam tomorrow but i just cant help thinking for my Malay O's. why?? why is this happening to me?? why now?? why at this point, at this stage??? i really dont understand. i need a break! seriuosly. but then again i cant help to stop thinking n worrying bout my malay. why? argh!!!
i dont know. i'm trying hard to remember the way i wrote my compos. each time i read my compo, i just felt as if it wasnt me who wrote that. it seems so good. to good to call it my written work.
i guess the B3 grade i got for my mid year hit me hard. its really too hard a fact for me to swallow. never in my life i received such a grade. before this, the lowest i went was A2. thats why its hard for me to accept. it just shows the readiness in me.
but then again, cg said he's confident in me getting an A1. how true is that, i really dont know. it has yet to be proven. he said the mid year paper he set, was purposely setted to be 3 lvl higher than O level standard. woah! but it just doesnt makes sense. even after he sets it 3 level higher, how come Dian can get still maintain A2 n i drop to B3. walhal, all these while, whatever grades dian gets, i get it same too. good for dian that she maintains it. but the AGAIN, it just doesnt makes sense u see. something is terribly wrong with me. but what???!!
argh. lets forget it for now. at least. hope the family dinner later will help me ease out a bit. dinner where? i dont know. hopefully somewhere cooling n peaceful.
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