school. intensive malay. compete. NPCC??
just got back from another hectic day at sch. some last min changes were made to our time table. but managed to fit in.
darn. u know what happened to my artefact?? argh. i can't believe i'm doing it all over again. the feet to my frog broke n i cant find that missing part. damn! now i have to spend another 1hr15mins just to cut out that frog shape from an acrylic. arggh!
after sch, had intensive malay lesson. gosh. the class was so gawd damn noisy! i just felt like shouting at those didots who dont undestand the meaning of having a class n not a discussion corner or something. eargh!
could feel that sense of competing among my mates. i dont know why. but i feel its kind of stupid. really. i mean, come on la. work for yourself n not for others. my believe is the real competitior is yourself. u only need to compete with the one n only u. compete to defeat the old u n be a better u the next time round. get it?? but there's nothing i can say for my friends out there. if u feel that u need to win ur own friend in order to be better or just to get fame, so be it. BUT i really find it sucky to be bearing grudges with ur own friend!! stupid act.
n one more stupid act. that stupid NPCC unit is really driving me to the limits. all this while i've been giving in to them n following their orders. but this time round, i'm not going to.
how could u ask us to come down for training tomorrow when we have ALREADY passed out. isnt that ridiculous. one week after i passed out, only then u ask me to come down n get all my badges? so what if i get my badges then? i dont get to wear it anymore what! even if i get the Best Unit Cadet award, so what? it wont mean a single thing since i already pass out. passing out means u r relieved from ALL NPCC activities. in fact, u r NO longer an NPCC cadet. stupid fool!! this is my 1st n last time i'm rebelling towards 'my' NPCC unit by boycotting this event. plus, my mates have decided to be on my side n not to come down too! ahahahahaKs..lolx. hah! take that! serve u right man!
alright alright. i am supposed to get dressed for a ceremony later in the evening. will be receiving my OARS award at a function held at AMK GRC. so yah. better get going. byes..
~~weee!..~~
6 more days to MT "O" Level
darn. u know what happened to my artefact?? argh. i can't believe i'm doing it all over again. the feet to my frog broke n i cant find that missing part. damn! now i have to spend another 1hr15mins just to cut out that frog shape from an acrylic. arggh!
after sch, had intensive malay lesson. gosh. the class was so gawd damn noisy! i just felt like shouting at those didots who dont undestand the meaning of having a class n not a discussion corner or something. eargh!
could feel that sense of competing among my mates. i dont know why. but i feel its kind of stupid. really. i mean, come on la. work for yourself n not for others. my believe is the real competitior is yourself. u only need to compete with the one n only u. compete to defeat the old u n be a better u the next time round. get it?? but there's nothing i can say for my friends out there. if u feel that u need to win ur own friend in order to be better or just to get fame, so be it. BUT i really find it sucky to be bearing grudges with ur own friend!! stupid act.
n one more stupid act. that stupid NPCC unit is really driving me to the limits. all this while i've been giving in to them n following their orders. but this time round, i'm not going to.
how could u ask us to come down for training tomorrow when we have ALREADY passed out. isnt that ridiculous. one week after i passed out, only then u ask me to come down n get all my badges? so what if i get my badges then? i dont get to wear it anymore what! even if i get the Best Unit Cadet award, so what? it wont mean a single thing since i already pass out. passing out means u r relieved from ALL NPCC activities. in fact, u r NO longer an NPCC cadet. stupid fool!! this is my 1st n last time i'm rebelling towards 'my' NPCC unit by boycotting this event. plus, my mates have decided to be on my side n not to come down too! ahahahahaKs..lolx. hah! take that! serve u right man!
alright alright. i am supposed to get dressed for a ceremony later in the evening. will be receiving my OARS award at a function held at AMK GRC. so yah. better get going. byes..
~~weee!..~~
6 more days to MT "O" Level
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