well i actually dont feel like updating today.just dont feel like it. no mood lahz...but nvm la. just to commemorate the day i sat for my 1st 'O' level paper, update a bit bah...

frankly speaking, i'm not happy with the paper i sat today. =(( i didnt started off well.

1st thing in the morning, i was late. stupid jam infront of my house la. loads n loads of SAS buses coming in making no way for SBS buses to come. haiZz..

2nd, i forgot to bring my kamus. i was so kan cheong la. my heart was never at ease. i was worrying non-stop. worry for nothing. haiZz..

3rd, when everyone was seated waiting for the invigilator to say "OK. U may start ur paper now", i forgot to bring along my confirmtion slip. went out to get. baru nk masok dier suroh put ur IC on the top left hand corner of ur table. again, its in my bag. rush out again n took it. i havent even sit the invigilator started the paper. i was like " Darn u!!". ran all the way to my sit. Diq was like laughing at me. stupid him la!

of course at that particular point of time, after all those running n worrying, i was unable to start readily as my emotions were still unstable. but stubborn me, i didnt let myself cool down first n started the paper right away.i guess that resulted in me producing a bad bad letter writing. BUT i managed to get hold of my karangan n i bet thats where i'm gonna score. hahaKz...had fun writing though. =D

ended paper 1132/01 at 1035hrs.15 mins break n we were ready to start paper 1132/02 at 1102 hrs. it was kinda easy for me. had a few doubts here n there though. but its ok. my doubts will always run out to be the right one. hahaCks...but i really really really feel the pemahaman part was UNFAIR!! lain yg kita blaja, lain yg dier keluar. haiZz...hampa beta.

tapi, semuanya telah berlalu. tiada apa yg harus di risaukan. kamu telah buat sedaya yg kamu mampu. yang lain, terserahlah padaNya. tawakkal sahaja. moga-moga aku berjaya ;)