Announcement!!

OK. Listen up, ppl. i'm making this official. this is gonna be my last entry written in english. after this, this weblog is gonna be written in only one languahe. Malay,that is.

dont mistake me. its just taht i myself feel rojak reading entries in both malay n english. anyway, the origin of this blog is in malay as i used this url to go for a Malay weblog competition.

BUT doncha worry. i've made another blog. specially written in English. dont ask me how i'm gonna go about updating at two places. its gonna be done. just see. LoLx

so ok, this is my 2nd weblog url: [ask me]
so switch the link aites



rock on!! pssst...i wont go missing. doncha worry =D

yay! i got a music on my bloggie finally...LoLx. haha...dont mind the song ah...just simply put first. later i get a better and up-to-date song. been cracking my brain to find one. any idea peeps??

hmm...seems like someone responded to my previous post. "Matrephisaprokok". Of all names u put that...haiyo. whats so secretive bout ur identity?? u so special meh?? i gonna hunt u down izzit?? whatever la ah

"Melayu lemah. Setakat bangsa aje"?? Siapa yg buat dier lemah? Its people like u-know-who who spolis us. Kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelangah. argh. Kenapa perlu rosakkn nama sendiri? Bukan kah kerja bodoh itu namanya? Kalau tknk jaga maruah diri sendiri, jaga nama baik keluarga.

Tk apalah. Terpulanglah kepada diri masing2 akan pendirianmu tentang hal ini.

went out to do self study at Civic just now. its normal for anyone to drop by cwp or anywhere near it to pass by boots n shoes. its like a port already ah down there for teens to wait for their mates. they'll gather down there in groups. i hate to see that. it somehow, to me, displays a hooligan-way-of-life kinda attitude. so rowdy..even i myself dont like to be waiting down there for my frens.so what exactly am i driving at??

okok. as u know, its the Raya season. so lotsa malay kids will be waiting there for their friends to arrive. yg perempuan dtg kelihatan anggun dgn baju kurung atau kebaya. tapi bila da pkai lawa2 kene tunggu member2 yg lambat, nampak mcm jual diri pulak. hehe...*no offense here*. taP part yg aku btol2 tak boleh angkat is the guys ah. rambut nk mohawk la, apache la, spiky2 la...pikir hensem pe? dah lepas tu, duduk menyangkung hisap rokok. cool eh?oh puh-leessee la..buat malu masyarakat melayu je. mana pergi budaya melayu yg asli? ke mana pergi nya songkok n kain sampin? since when ripcurl slippers replace the capals??

i salute the guys who still keep the tradition. thanks ah. go advise ur frens who's killing OUR tardition! our tradition is one which is full of politeness n sincerity. n where has it gone to? lets not fall into the hand of the Westerners way of life. u can folow their trend. sure no problem. BUT, jgn cuba nk campur adukkan budaya org Barat dgn budaya Melayu!



~Hidup Mati Melayu!!~

i dont know whats wrong with me ah. been dreaming bout him lately. what has he gotta do with me?!?! why in the world, of all ppl, he appeared in my dreams? its not once ya know...what is this implying??? o well, only God knows

Mom's been doubting me like hell very very often, lately. i dont know why. its super frustrating n annoying. no point aku susun sepuluh jari smlm minta maaf n history repeats itself within a fortnight. what is wrong with her???what does she think i am? some kind of a jailbird? LoLx..

Alex receieved his long awaited kuihs today. The way he pronounce kuih is like pronouncing ghost in chinese. "Gui". LoL! As always, his lessons has always been enriching. there's always be lessons besides Maths. there's lotsa advertisements during his lessons. n only his. his ad lasted 45 mins today. n guess what was the ad abt???

Love life, BGR, fashion statements.
-he taught the boys the right way to chase a girl. a gentlemen way. quite interesting ah. Hmm.....so if any of the boys comes chasing after one of us n the methods seems kinda familiar, i think i know from who he got his 'ilham' from ah..hehe. keep ur eyes open gals!
-his question was: Is it a fashion statement nowadays for guys to wear pants at or below their hips n girls to show off their bra straps?? My ans was: If its fashion n in trend, u'd already be seeing us doing so. LoL..which is obviously not ah.
-he talked abt how each girl in the class is gonna face their love life. Mamas is naive n prone to be tricked. Mamas admitted it. he even advised her to take precautions. Kinda silly ah, but its true.
-he commented on me. certain things he said bout me are true n i agree. but some i totally disagree. i didnt voice out on what i disagreed. its so untrue ah. i mean...me punching a guy?? how idiotic can i get? no doubt i'm tough, i wont be so dominating right? its obvious he doesnt know me that well. i merely kept quiet n be laughed at. i just wanna see how far he'll go. it just amazes us on how he cam actually evaluate such things. Psychology u call it. but he doesnt take psycholgy. i guess its his strong self instinct n his general knowledge n reading helps him cover up.

Alex told me he's gonna get a Harley Davidsons. i was like" Yah...so??" its not as if i'm interested in Harleys or what. in fact, i feel kinda disgusted in Harley riders. when one mention abt Harley Davidsons, the first thing that comes to my mind is The Undertaker from WWE. aint he hideous with that moustache, bandenna n glasses. Cool~u guys may call it. But its a major turn off for me seeing an old man with sleveless vest n exposing the flabby arms with wrinkled skin. Plus! their big bloated n bulging stomach. Doncha think so girls?? Eeew..he's looking for a second hand bike, Alex told me. *Like i care* Pls la cher, u really fell for what i said ah?? Stop it la. U're appearing silly to me. Hahaha!! Sry ah, no offense to anybody. Just my poiny of view =D

bought a DiGicam at last
a Vios for transportation
sibs all happy la
this year's Raya was almost incomplete
w/o a camera and a car
now that we have em' both,
they're lovin' it to the core

me??
biasa2 je
ada ke tkde,
raya will only be one day for me
that is the 24th Oct ah
shouldnt have bought a second baju
waste money only
haiizz...

niwaes,
i was surpirsed i received a msg from Budi,
my ex-colleague from JBP
not there to ask me how's life or anything
but wished me a Deepavali instead
what an ass
LoLx

i miss the birds n their compaby sia
Vijay asked when wanna come back
Soon ah
end of next month perhaps??
yea rite...
thats like so soon

that one
later later can talk ah
for now, gotta mug hard
mug real hard
the only xtra lessons i have now is Maths
so kind of Mr Choh to have it
the other teachers all bochap

towards the end of the fasting month
is when all Moms are not cooking
n there's no smoke from the stove
thats coz all Moms are bz preparing the house
n lately,
i've been eating lots of fast food
not good la
i HAVE to LOSE some weight
get some fats BURNING
dont wanna end up as a humpty dumpty
the next time my friends sees me
i still wanna be the sporty n healthy me
=))

haf to start excercising
last time i can easily be in e pink of health
cos there's the sch
to conduct P.E. lessons
n my soccer team to help me keep fit
but all those are gone now
i'm really left ro survive on my own

[Pix!!!]

yay-ness!!!
finally, after much collation
from different ppl
i finally got the Grad Day pics!
weee~!!
here are some
i still have others in my laptop
upload it while i have the time ah




Babes of the day.
i came in late
so i was stranded ay the back
n thus spoil the formation
LoL...





Mr Asmuri
our DnT instructor
we owe him loads dude
thanks!
he's kind, cool
n o well,
funny n silly at times



Mr Tan PY
my great Pyhsics teacher!!!
he's simply awesome dude!
*no doubt he knocks my head frequently*
he's lessons are understandable
he's motivating
the best teacher

Mr Quek
well, he's never taught me
joined the sch early this yr
but he's the T i/c for Sec1 NPCC squad
thats how i know him
he's bubbly n has lotsa story to share
he's highly motivational
dun play shit with him hor!


Mr Roszelan
another DnT instructor
not ours
but he's friendly
always with Mr Asmuri
when u're with em, u're
strongly advised to close ur ears
coz they talk bad behind our DnT teachers
hahahahaha!!


Mr Alex Choh!!!
the one i've been talking abt
he's simply aweseome la
entertaining, super bubbly, happy-go-lucky kinda guy
& n &....
he never fails to make us go hysterical with his 'lessons'
time flies super fast with him
n bcos of him, i fell in love with maths
=))

**PS: Pics are courtesy of Radhiah, Kamarul n Dian

sad i didnt get to take pic with......

[O Level Sci(Phy/Chem) Practical]

26 Ramadhan 1427H

nervous like hell b4 exam
when enter...
what a relief!!
a pendulum bob experiment for physics
CT wanted that n she got it
good for her
mulut masin btol..
Chem..
was given a unknown aqeuous blue solution
stared at it n
something just tells me it
has something gotta do with copper
n true enuff,
after experimenting here n there
it was Copper (II) Chloride!
wee...hahaCkz


spent 3 boring hours being quarantined
i just cant stand Obi n Fiq
they're just so irritating!!
grow up lah puh-leessee...


nthg much to update
in no mood actually
update for the sake of
remebering the day i sat for my practical exam

so yah...
update more soon
tatas~!



26 more days to 1st O lvl paper

[Graduation Day]

grad day sux big time dude
real big
i mean..
i'm so gawd damn frustrated
she's so cruel
heartless
n so inhumane

how could she treat such a big day like this
so lightly?!?!
she was so inconsiderate
all these past 3 years
i organize for my seniors such a grand n formal Grad Day
n when it comes to my turn,
this is what i get?!!!
wtf?!
shit her off man!!
so much so to call herself a teacher
what a capable teacher
*bluergh*
argh!

she was rude
in giving away the Best Student of the Term award
it was so informal
she idiotically called out the students' name
n whats worst
she gave the cert with her bloody dirty left hand

it wasnt even called a ceremony
as far as we grads are concerned
it was a mere normal sch assembly
i could barely count the no. of teachers with my ten lil' fingers
there wasnt even any lighting
what more decoration!
everyone went "Dah?? thats it?!"
n what as i suppose to ans??
gahh...
stupid pathetic sch

what the hell is wrong with her??!
she hate us so much?!
damn her

i'll never accept what happened today
what an end to a lovely sec sch life
n its all thanks to her!!!!

[last.]

so sad!!
today's the last of the last lesson we had in our lives
last secondary lesson
no more curriculum hours
for the next 4 mths+
sobsob
we made use of the half an hr break we had
between 1000 and 1030
to take loads of pics
suddenly all camera came out
digital cams...
hp cams... haha
funny funny
everybody just went ard snapping pics
w/o the owner realising it
kinda cute though
haha
its all so sweet
to have the class as one
snapping candid photos
so yah...
these are a few of he pics
the rest still with Rad
i'm still waiting Cess!!!




caught off guard
~courtesy of Waz








b4 lesson started
~Courtesy of Dian









we spent our break chillin' ard
~Courtesy of Dian









they didnt like my face, so they push me down*sigh*
~Courtesy of Dian

argh
its really pissing me off
i shant disclose the itinery for our Grad Day
lets just say...
its gonna display the capability of our teachers in organizing such an event
n pls dont get me wrong
just dont expect too much
n going by what i knew today
its gonna be real disappointing






there goes my EL n Hist lessons
today was the last i had
n they were both meaningful
no scoldings
just pure advices by my Hist tchr
n loads of fun n laughter
Kamz was being super irritating today
he wanted to make the best out of the last EL lesson
such an irritant
but nvm...
hadnt it been for him
i'll be bored to death
n most prob fall asleep
within the 1st half hr of the lesson
heehee


Grad Day is two schooling days away
i dont give a damn to the itinery
i just wanna spent the best of times
i'll be left with together with
my friends n the sch building

n whats stopping me from doing so???
the fact that i have yet to get a new camera n that is so
decided on the Powershot AS640
but dont have the time to really get it
n i'm seriously running out tof time
how am i gonna capture those very very last few moments together??
garrhh!!!...





PS: Any kind soul willing to borrow me theirs, perhaps??

tell me its untrue

okayy...
i dont know if this is for real or not
but...
it sounds so...
argh

okok
lets get to the point

there has been news that...
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.....
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there's no Graduation Day 2006
!!!!!

ya i dont know if its true
a lower sec councillor told me so
but the thing abt this kid is
he loves to play pranks on me

but then again...

it might be true
cos our Grad Day is like
smacked right in the middle
of the sch's EOY examination
which means the
councillors are going to be affected
GAAHHH!!!!

Plus,
this kid said it was
a decision called by the principal

this is so unfair!!!









i guess my success in getting the
Colors Award [Gold] doesnt mean a shit
IF there's no Graduation Day

15 Ramadhan 1427H

dreadful week
life's been like a roller coaster
n it will always be that way
i guess

i find myself
in a sea of mixed emotions at one pt of time
n that makes me real confused
n uneasy
i dont know why

the class has been real silly lately
boys will always be boys
so low class kena caught for throwing paper balls
at one another
lolx..

the discipline of the school is plunging
it has taken a deep plunge
i dont know has what happened
i guess the presence of Mr Khir doesnt really help
haha
students threatening to whack teachers
students throwing paper balls at teachers
haiiz...
goodbye WDL
the glorious days will soon came to a devastative end
if a crucial action is not being taken

sad la for Mrs Yap
cos she's gonna leave the sch this year
on such a bad note

talking bout leaving..
Hmm...

Mr Alex is considering whether to leave or not
he's in a dilemma
he consulted us
n us being us
we said he SHOULD leave
hahahaha
for good la
gain more experience
he's a good teacher
he was offered to teach in other schools by one P n one VP
which sch, only he knows
Plus, we dont want future students to be taught by him
cos he's just too good to be true
LOLx...so evil ah
haha

Mr Teo's departure is an international knowledge
everyone knows it
but not Mr Alex's
i'm not really sure bout his departure
some says he's resigning from the teaching career
but i dont believe so
some says he was offered a better job in another school
o well...
one thing for sure:
WDL is gonna lose an intelligent, good-looking yet annoying teacher
LOLx...

n of course!
WE are gonna leave WDL in 8 days' time!!
whoa...
4 years went by real fast
*sigh*





i wanna be re-born again!!!

Ada sesuatu perkara yang mengganggu fikkiran sejak kebelakangan ini.

Hairan. Sungguh menghairankan. Mengapakah aku sering disalahanggap sbg seorang gadis berbangsa Cina?? Nak kata aku ada darah Cina yg mengalir didlm tubuhku ini, tidak juga. Malahan, tiada pula saudara maraku yg berlatar belakangkan kelaurga Cina

Apabila aku bertanya kpd si dia yg mula bertutur dgnku dlm bahasa Mandarin akan kenapa dia berbuat sedemikian, jawapan tetap yang akan akui terima ialah: "Oh, kamu lihat seperti Orang Cina. Wara kulit kamu cerah. Putih.", katanya. Hmm..Jawapan mereka wajar dipertikaikan.

Pada diriku, aku seorang yg berkulit gelap. Ini memandangkan aku seorang penggemar aktiviti lasak dan sering berada di bawah sinaran terik mentari.

Bukan. bukan aku berkecil hati apabila dipandang sedemikian rupa. Tidak pula aku malu utk mengaku diriku berbangsa Melayu. Cuma... agak lucu bagiku. Hmm...apa kata aku beljar berbicara dlm bahas Mandarin?? Ada juga baiknya. Itu bonus bagiku. Haha.

Namun, aku amat berbesar hati dan bersyukur atas kurniaan Ilahi kerana secara semulajadinya, aku berkulit cerah. Jadi, tidak perlulah aku mengahbiskan wang ke atas produk-produk menjaga kulit. =P

haizz..

now i haf to go to sch alone
no longer aini to accompany
no more going to sch together
i'm all alone!

sigh
she'll be sitting for her N level
no longer attending sch
so sad..
hmm

well all the best Aini
not forgetting the rest
Ju, Tasha, Zuiny, Midah, Seri, Van,Nan, Faz
n the list goes on....
gonna miss eu guys loads
miss e times we fooled ard most
study hard kays...

n i in return have to suffer
their sufferings coming to an end soon
while mine still have a loong way to go

time table change again
still on 2 hr basis
but ends at 1500hrs
which means its only 3 subjects a day
maths down to 3 times a week
EL as well
SS once
mann,its a real game against time dude

thinking abt the time i have left
really freaks me out
wonder if i will ever make it anot
risau sia
damn risau