it hurts a lot..

i can't believe my eyes are watery as i type this entry.
Never in my life i've been insulted until that bad. i can't believe he did that to me. i am so disheartened.
i'm a human being. i got feelings. but how could he do that to me?? that was a total no respect for me as a GOH commander. Mark my words. GOH Commander.
he was judging me as a person! cakap je we are not judging u as a person. but by ur actions. whatever criticisms u receive, take it as a feedback for u to improve. Banyak lah tu dgn dier punye judgement!!
my parents don't even say such bad things abt me what more for a total outsider like him to even insult me???!!
whats even worse, it happened infront of a parade with dozens of parents around!! aarrggghh!.. i felt so demoralized. really. never have i been treated like that in my ENTIRE life.
so sad. too devastated to go any further.never felt this small before.
sorry guys. can't say much.





signing out;
"brainless kid"