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bastard siak! damn pissed off. Got yacking from mom n dad for keep asking them for money to pay up my school expenses. In total i needed 26 bucks. Class t-shirt costs $20 but i thought i'd be a 'good-daughter' and pay part of it so i asked for $15. Obviously my 'good deed' was overlooked. Heartbroken sey =(. Of course la i didn't tell them that i was also paying part of it cos good deeds are not said out. Moreover, they will think that i am trying to act good n they will NEVER believe what i say. *sigh* =(. The next thing really made my blood boil. In the next sec, sis asked dad for money too. To pay up her class t-shirt TOO. Hers was $13.70 and she asked for a solid $13.70 w/o even paying part of it. Fine, i thought. N u noe what?? dad willingly gave her 50 bucks!! OMG! i was like, wtf??! Felt like shouting but sabar jek. Nvm nadiah. Today's her day, another day would be urs. I mean, that was so UNFAIR!! My class t-shirt is only one in 4 years of my secondary education while hers is EVERY YEAR! n she senang2 jek dpt duit.i'm not blaming my sis la but its just that i really really really hate the way my parents treat me at times. it sucks! big time.
Its bcos of the mistakes i committed in the past which makes them distrust me. i know. C'mon la...all those were childhood mistakes. i was too young to understand n know the consequences. But now that i've grown n mature, i'm trying my best to put that ugly past behind me but here u are reminiscing on the past!!. argghh! pathetic la. i've proven myself enuff to them. Proven to them that i am not a bad kid. Proven it by becoming a student councillor at first and ending up as a Head Councillor. *thats a prestigious post, don't u think so??* Proven to them that i engage in all sorts of sch activities n winning every competition. They themselves know that i am well liked among my peers n teachers. My peeps look up to me. Proven to them that i am not like those kind of kids who lepak2 at the void deck. But what more do they want?? I'm so angry, annoyed n frustrated. Whenever i come home late from sch, they will throw all sorts of accusations on me. Kesian nadiah. Dia ada cuba hari2 balik siang pasal tknk kasi mak bapak dier marah. Dulu tme jaD councillor, banyak meeting dia skip. Spai ada sekali tu FHM kata "Apa punya Head Councillor ni?? Bila ada meeting mesti cabut. Kalau tak cabut pon, mesti attend halfway." In a way he's trying to say i'm useless n helpless la. But what can i do? Nvm bout what they say bout me. Let me bear it all alone. Anak mana yg tknk ambil hati mak bapak?
But each time when i reach home: Y everday come home late? U sure u go to sch or u go elsewhere? Y izzit dat its always u doing this n that n not others? Y must it be u? thats what i get after a tired day at sch. have they ever spared a thought for me? i don't know. imagine urself to be going to work n as soon as u reach home, u kena nag for this n that. don't u find it irritating n frustrating?? sick n tired of it. Too sick n tired until i can no longer be bothered with what they say n defend myself in order to prove that what they say is actually wrong. Eventually, when i keep quiet, they will think that what they say is true. Whatever LAH! Have it ur way then. No point proving them wrong when they know that every word that comes out from my mouth is a total lie. Nvm, only time will tell.
Dah la hp kene confiscate for 3 months pasal bill telefon melambung. Ahah...*bulb lights up*. That leads me to another point. Of course la i was totally not happy about it. I was like, 3 months?? *faints* That time sis nye bill pon melambung taP tkde la kene spai confiscate2 smua ni. all she did as her punishment was to place her hp on top of the tv each time she reaches home from sch. thats it. Da la kene confiscate. Privacy got intruded pulak tu. How can u read up my msgs??!!! argh. dun wanna go any deeper.
aniwaes, i got this feeling that sis nye bill akan melambung this month. Thats because i've been observing her sms-ing every now n then. One min after another, that sms ringtone will sound. I suspect she has a bf. Kakaka! Thats bcoz her MSN nick says "~+NuTty+~ i luRb u bEri bEri mUch..!!". HahakZ. Whats that suppose to mean huh? N whats more, her sms-ing activity is out of the ordinary. Keterlaluan. She will bring her hp to bed n still sms. Dun tell me u sms ur normal fren so frequently until u have to bring ur hp to bed?? Hahaha...surely not right. Funny la. Dunno la ha..pdai2 la jwb bila bill telefon dtg ye. Tk melambung, nasib arh. =P
Its bcos of the mistakes i committed in the past which makes them distrust me. i know. C'mon la...all those were childhood mistakes. i was too young to understand n know the consequences. But now that i've grown n mature, i'm trying my best to put that ugly past behind me but here u are reminiscing on the past!!. argghh! pathetic la. i've proven myself enuff to them. Proven to them that i am not a bad kid. Proven it by becoming a student councillor at first and ending up as a Head Councillor. *thats a prestigious post, don't u think so??* Proven to them that i engage in all sorts of sch activities n winning every competition. They themselves know that i am well liked among my peers n teachers. My peeps look up to me. Proven to them that i am not like those kind of kids who lepak2 at the void deck. But what more do they want?? I'm so angry, annoyed n frustrated. Whenever i come home late from sch, they will throw all sorts of accusations on me. Kesian nadiah. Dia ada cuba hari2 balik siang pasal tknk kasi mak bapak dier marah. Dulu tme jaD councillor, banyak meeting dia skip. Spai ada sekali tu FHM kata "Apa punya Head Councillor ni?? Bila ada meeting mesti cabut. Kalau tak cabut pon, mesti attend halfway." In a way he's trying to say i'm useless n helpless la. But what can i do? Nvm bout what they say bout me. Let me bear it all alone. Anak mana yg tknk ambil hati mak bapak?
But each time when i reach home: Y everday come home late? U sure u go to sch or u go elsewhere? Y izzit dat its always u doing this n that n not others? Y must it be u? thats what i get after a tired day at sch. have they ever spared a thought for me? i don't know. imagine urself to be going to work n as soon as u reach home, u kena nag for this n that. don't u find it irritating n frustrating?? sick n tired of it. Too sick n tired until i can no longer be bothered with what they say n defend myself in order to prove that what they say is actually wrong. Eventually, when i keep quiet, they will think that what they say is true. Whatever LAH! Have it ur way then. No point proving them wrong when they know that every word that comes out from my mouth is a total lie. Nvm, only time will tell.
Dah la hp kene confiscate for 3 months pasal bill telefon melambung. Ahah...*bulb lights up*. That leads me to another point. Of course la i was totally not happy about it. I was like, 3 months?? *faints* That time sis nye bill pon melambung taP tkde la kene spai confiscate2 smua ni. all she did as her punishment was to place her hp on top of the tv each time she reaches home from sch. thats it. Da la kene confiscate. Privacy got intruded pulak tu. How can u read up my msgs??!!! argh. dun wanna go any deeper.
aniwaes, i got this feeling that sis nye bill akan melambung this month. Thats because i've been observing her sms-ing every now n then. One min after another, that sms ringtone will sound. I suspect she has a bf. Kakaka! Thats bcoz her MSN nick says "~+NuTty+~ i luRb u bEri bEri mUch..!!". HahakZ. Whats that suppose to mean huh? N whats more, her sms-ing activity is out of the ordinary. Keterlaluan. She will bring her hp to bed n still sms. Dun tell me u sms ur normal fren so frequently until u have to bring ur hp to bed?? Hahaha...surely not right. Funny la. Dunno la ha..pdai2 la jwb bila bill telefon dtg ye. Tk melambung, nasib arh. =P
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