Pain, fun, anger, satisfaction...

A breath of relief at last. Another week of sch has ended and tomorrow will be beginning of a new one. Didn't update my blog for the past few days cos apparently i was too tired and have got no time for it. hahaKz...

Remember i said that my GOH contingent was sucky? and that our commandant is..."so-so"? Well, i guess i will have to take back what i said cos i must admit there has been improvements. Drastics actions were taken by my CIs n mind u, it wasn't pleasing to some of us. Those who have been coming down for trainings but not performing well were being taken out by from the contingent. Pity them lahZ..but what to do. If we don't change these ppl who are not performng well n they are just there for the sake of being in the prestigious contingent, we are gonna trashed by Mr Teo for not being oblivious to these matters. N he has been condemning us! Argh..Parade commander n GOH commander has been changed. That made a BIG improvement.

I'm so glad God heard my silent prayer. Although it was kinda shocking at first for my CI V Tan to appoint me as the GOH commander, i was determined to turn things over. I'm sooo happy! Hahaha...i didn't know why she changed both the PC n the GOH com n i don't even wanna noe y. But pity Huda la. I know she's been dying to become the GOH com but she has to understand that our pride is currently at stake now n it defeats the purpose of becoming a commander if her command can't be heard. Yesterday Mr Teo invited an SAF Navy officer to train us. Gawd!! i don't know what in the world he's upto but nvm, we learnt a lot from him. Razali almost got discharged from the 2 Parade ic but he defended himself n managed to be given a 2nd chance.

Angry that my contingent still can't get what it means n what it takes to be a Guard of Honour. They're still fooling around. I don't want to punish them cos i dun believe in doing so n that they will end up showing attitude n nothing is achieved but hatred. i psycho them time n again n i can see them understanding me n things have changed quite a bit. Still, we have a looong way to go. Yet to improve to Mr Teo that we're worth becoming the GOH. HahaKz..

Aniwaes, dad bought me a new USB drive. Cruzer Micro with skins. Kinda cool. Can change the skin color as n when i like. There's white,bue n pink. Cool huh...haha. Don't noe why the sudden move to get me IT stuffs when i myself is an IT idiot. Haha..but neverheless, thanks a lot daddy. Haha :D. I'm not really into IT but more into photography. Been aiming for a DiviCam. HahaKz...wonder if any kind soul out there would get me one for my birthday. That would be the best gift ever! haha...yea rite. Dream on Nadiah. LOL.

Alright. Back to sch stuffs. Need to get my hmk done by this afternoon. So peeps, stay cool and rock on. Outss...